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Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog148 Alright, I woke up feeling so awesome yesterday. Yesterday was suppose to be my very happy day but no. Bitches were *insert word* everywhere. Making everyone super tension. I couldn`t *insert word* take it. I bought a Caramel Frappucino from Starbucks thought that I could feel better. But the bitter pill is too hard to swallow. I broke down somewhere in the mall. I couldn`t speak a word even when you called. Sorry, you. :X I really didn`t want to see anybody for the moment. Asked CherylChok to passed stuffs to you. Asked permission to work at the stall. Wanted to run away from everyone. Eyes were really red and sore. Manager and colleagues tried to make me smile and laugh. Manager made me a rose. We were all laughing. I wasn`t aware that a customer came. I was wondering why does the voice seem so familiar. I looked up, it was you standing there. As much as I wanted to hide, you eventually found me. I was very glad to see you. I just walked off the stall at 7.30pm with managers and colleagues looking at me. But I don`t give a shit about anything when you were just right there beside me. I left my rose at the stall though. Went and collect my something, you gave me. Guess what? I LOVE IT ! <3 && it smells like you. It reminds me of you everytime. :D We talked and walked around, more to up and down the escalators and rounds and rounds. It was so funny. Even when I`m worst; it will eventually be the best with you around me. :) I punched out at 8pm. As much I want time to stop to stay there with you. But both of us just have to say our goodbyes for the day. And leave on our separate ways. :( Bought Java Chips Frappucino from Starbucks. Something, someone would order. I reached home at around 9pm. I was really hungry. But didn`t have the mood to eat. Talked on the phone and texted till I dose off. I didn`t want to but I didn`t sleep for the last 2 days.    Brother`s domo.  The fake domo. The real domo.xD Today wasn`t such a happy day either but it ain`t as bad as yesterday. CherylChok doesn`t know how to mop a floor. And she became my unpaid assistant. Making sure I`ll be on schedule all the time. XD Bought Japanese food with CherylChokHueyWen. Ate Papa John for lunch.  So full. Finally get to be home early and have home cooked dinner. It`s been ages. I used you cause I know you`re reading this. :P I and my heart knows, we would never be more than just friends. This leads me to sometime wishing you not showing up in my life. But you are the best thing that had ever happen. ily. ♥
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog147  Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on the feeling, it will fail for there are ups and downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around. Love her for who she is. Don`t even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world and 6 billion different personalities. She`s special and she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you`ll change her forever. Don`t substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways. Love her whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you`d better really treassure her. She could just got up and date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love. So love her guys, not play with her. Don`t just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you`re with her, love her. Don`t cause a strain in the relationship, you`ll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that`s not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is and everything will be the best it can be. Don`t expect perfection from her. She`s the only one in the world and she`s done the best she could Like another girl while you`re in a relationship? Then I think it`s time you remain single for a while. Don`t go around breaking girls` hearts, it`s the most tragic thing to do. Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same and don`t lie to her. Don`t go calling other girl ''honey'' or ''darling'', how would u feel if your girls calls other guy the same way? Be faithful, enough is enough. Socialise only when you`re single. You socialise and flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it over when she`s already yours, don`t ask for more. It never kills to be romantic. Be flexible in your thinking. Getting that diamond ring isn`t the only gift for her. Be realistic, she`s human and she lives life just like you. Something sweet and simple always get the job done. Money doesn`t exist between couples, it`s the love. Never promise her that you`ll love her forever because your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last. Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attched guys. Do that and you`ll really break your girl`s heart. Isn`t good being too well-known too, it`ll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY Promise her and make sure you never break it. Swear to her and make sure you keep it. Pledge your love to her and her alone. Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Instead, she`ll cherish it and protect it. That`s love. Give her your heart, your life, your everything. Wining a girl`s heart isn`t easy the final victory. Don`t leave her once you`ve won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you`ve earned the honor and respect for you`ve truly loved her. She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart and love her over. Remember, girl isn`t a trophy for display; she`s someone to love, not to show off to your ''friends''. Stay humble yet proud that she`s the one for you. Respect her for the way she is, never despise her and never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her. This was written by my brother for someone he really loved before. But I think this should be an advice for all the guys on this Earth. This is not specifically to a someone but everyone. You know what people? I learnt to make latte, cappuccino coffee. I even can make mocha ice blended ! HAHA Awesome people like me make awesome coffee. Probably had too much sugar yesterday. Too hyper already. And I drank coffee at 9pm? I saw a BMW with a car plate with WTF. I burst out laughing and everyone stared at me. I want to watch New Moon. Dang it! ♥ |
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Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog146  Working maybe tiring but it`s fun. It`s not work when you like doing what you do, right? My colleagues are really funny. One stare at me and said I look like Jacky Chan. The manager stare at me and said I look like Esther, one of their big manager. Ask everyone to be careful, I might be a spy. xD Another colleague of mine said I don`t look like 16. *insulting weii* He said I look like 20 because of the way I bring myself up. O.o I fell down on my right side yesterday while working. Was more embarrass than pain. I`m so effing piss. Got scolded for being back home late. But maybe it`s true? Cause I`ve worked for 7 days. But it`s like I have never been home for ages. I miss home cooked meals. Maybe it`s just your nature to treat everyone nice; which makes me think I`m just the same as everyone else. But I`m confuse cause everytime as your text message comes in, I smile without any reason and my heart skip a beat. Is it something or is it just me? ♥
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Monday, December 7, 2009 @ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog145 A. You prefer : 1.Alcohol or Mineral Water : Mineral water 2.Blue or Pink : Depends . 3.Hot Girls or Cool Girls : Depends . 4.Good Looks or Brains : Both . Beauty without a brain is useless . 5.Taylor Swift or Taylor Lautner : Both (: 6.Friends or Loved Ones : Both :D 7."Baby" or "Honey" : Baby . :D B. Your/You kind of guy : 1.Alcoholic or Non-Alcoholic : Non-alcoholic 2.Good or Bad : Somewhere in between . 3.Brave or Cute : Both :D 4.Tall or Short : Tall . 5.T-Shirt or Suite : T-Shirt . (: 6.Coat or Leather Jacket: Leather Jacket (: 7.Sunnies or Spectacles : Sunnies! 8.Caring or Rich : Caring . 9.Kisses or Hugs : Bothh (: 10.Romantic ? YES ! C.Your/You kind of girl : 1.Cute or Pretty : Both . 2.Sweet or Caring: Caring 3.Sports or "Princess Candle" : Sports 4.Surprises? : is awesome . 5.Smile or Frown : Smile :D 6.Love Quotes or Love Poems : I have no idea . 7.Computer Geek or Study Nerd : Somewhere in between . 8.SMS or MSN : Both. :D 9.Forever or Just For Fun : Forever . (: 10.Hangouts with Friends or Couple Date : Double dates ! Your Daily Activities : 1.After Breakfast : Go online . 2.Before School: Sleeping ? 3.During School : Walking, Talking, Eating, Studying etc 4.After School : Online . 5.Night: Online . 6.Midnight : Texting . 7.Holidays : Working . Tag 10 people : 1. CherylChok 2. JustinChoy 3. EmilyLeong 4. BehYanKuan 5. JonathanChoy 6. KimberleyRinai 7. KimberlyWoo 8. CelineChok 9. BehYanHui 10. LeeYinMun 1.What if 9 confesses that he/she likes you ? [ BehYanHui ] Omgg . I`m straight . 2.Will you go out for a couple date with 3 if he/she asks to ? [ EmilyLeong ] Yes . :D 3.Is 7 single ? [ KimberlyWoo ] Maybe ? :P 4.Describe 1 [ CherylChok] My partner in crime . xD 5.Will you date 8 ? [ CelineChok ] Maybe ? 6.What is 2's nickname ? [ JustinChoy ] Paintballer king ? O.o 7.What do you wish to tell 10 right now ? [ LeeYinMun ] I`m not a bone . == 8.What is 5 good in ? [ JonathanChoy] Blogging ? 9.If you were to do one thing to 4, what would it be? [ BehYanKuan ] Shopping ! 10.Have you seen 1 cried ? [ CherylChok ] Not yet . 11.Is 2 crazy or geeky ? [ JustinChoy ] Crazy . :P 12.Will you hold 7's hand and walk around ? [ KimberlyWoo ] Sure . 13.What do you think of 6 ? [Kimmy Rinai] Fun , Friendly , Emo (: Cool 14.Will you kiss 3 when there is only both of you in the park ? [ EmilyLeong ] She will run away . xD 15.Is 8 sweet ? [ CelineChok ] Maybe ? 16.What is 9's hobby ? [ BehYanHui ] Camwhoring . 17.Will you date 10 to a high class restaurant? [ LeeYinMun ] No . I`m too hard to get to go on a date . 18.Is 5 fitted to be a maid? [ JonathanChoy ] Yes . Yes ! 19.When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella? No one (: I love to play with the rain . Hahah ! 20. Where would you go with 1 on a date? [ CherylChok ] Anywhere . (: |
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@ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog144 This post is reserved for my uncle`s wedding . Will post it up as soon as I have all the pictures . And all the time in the world . (:
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Friday, December 4, 2009 @ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog143 FIVE; Jack and Jill went up the hill to smoke some marijuana, Jack got high, pulled down his fly, and asked Jill if she wanna. Jill said yes, pulled up her dress, and had a little fun. But stupid Jill forgot the pill, and now they have a son. I have my day off today. Since I worked ot last two days. I would prefer working at night than morning. So then, I won`t see those bitches. Not to say work with them too. I find guys pathetic to fall for a girl when you only know them for 3 days? And you call it love. Ugh! Whatever. Today must be a very hectic day due to uncle`s upcoming wedding on Saturday. Getting ready and cleaning. Me, Maid Kak, help me to kemas my piano. You kemas lah. -.- You kemas lebih cantik. -.- Macam mana kamu kemas sampai sangat cantik punya? -.- Saya guna tangan dan otak. -.- Ohh, betul ke? Then kemas lah. -.- And end up I`m doing everything myself. I clean my trophies and medals for 3 times this year. I don`t even bother about them last time. So tiring lohs. Too many to clean up. I`m such a lazy bum bum. Me, Mom You getting thinner. Like you`re shrinking. O.O No, I`m not. See, all bones. *Pull cheeks* See flesh. :D -.- What you eat? Food. Food. And more food. -.- I know food. What food? Doughnuts, McDonalds, chocolates and everything lah. Cannot lah you. Everday also eat junk food. Shouldn`t like junk food make you grow fatter? O.o Overall, I`m fat. (: If only you like someone; you`ll care about them, && being very nice to them, no? ♥ |
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog142  There is this longing in each of us to love and to be loved by others. While it is true; it`s very important for us to differentiate between infatuation, lust, love at first sight and true love. Love is the greatest gift of all from God, therefore we ought to be mature, responsible and wise to handle this simple but powerful four letters word 'LOVE'. Sad to say, we often see so many innocent young chaps in our society fall into the trap of false love. Some of them enter a relationship because or peer pressure, resulted form a sense of insecurity. Are you one of them? Those who are wise will ask God for guidance, a clear conscience to know what is right or wrong, spirit of self control and the wisdom to guard or will, emotions, affections and feelings. Love At First Sight You may be attracted or turned on by someone at first sight. Your heart may skip a beat or two, but that`s not real love. It is attraction, not real love. A lot of the wrong idea we have about love came from the songwriters or movies. Real love involves knowing a person and respecting that person. That takes time. You cannot possibly know a person at first sight.Infatuation Infatuation is a feeling, real love involves a commitment. Infatuation is just love of emotion, real love is love of devotion. Infatuation starts fast, but real love usually starts slow. Infatuation is blind, you cannot see the other person`s faults because you are blindly in love. Infatuation is basically selfish where real love is basically selfless. Infatuation is more interested in satisfying yourself and the 'feelings' that it is in the other person. Real love is primarily interested in the other person, it seeks to give instead of get. Love unselfishly seeks the highest good for the other person. On top of that, infatuation is weaken by time and separation, where real love is strengthen by time and separation.Lust Lust is strong sexual desire. The emphasis is on getting. Lust wants to get what gives it pleasure and satisfaction. Love is unselfish, the emphasis is on giving. Loving someone is an inner heart attitude which causes you want what is best for the other person, not just what gives you satisfaction. Love is willing to wait, but lust demands immediate satisfaction. It is mostly physical.True Love Love is patient-Love, however, is willing to give a relationship time to grow at a natural pace. Love is kind-It respect the feelings and emotions of others.Love is not jealous-Love wants the best for others, but jealousy is possessive. Love is not brag-Love is not a windbag and is not anxious to impress. Love is not arrogant-Love, instead is humble and has a servant attitude. Love is always covers-Love does not keep the record or wrongs. Love is there even when it knows the other is not perfect. Love always perseveres-Real love will last though all sorts of trials, tribulations and stresses. Love is not provoked-This means that love has a long fuse. Love does not seek its own-Love is other-centered rather that self centered. Love does not act unbecomingly-This means that love should have good manners-does not behave disgracefully, dishonorably or indecently. It does not embarrass others by its actions. Love is forgiving-Love forgets past failures and sins.
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